Memories now history....

Close my eyes
Sigh
Because all I have is the memories
That are now what was us
History
Can it really be ?
I don't want to accept it
The truth does hurt
Should I pretend
But I can't go on
When I sleep dreams of the memories come back
I know this
History
Memories
What else have or will we be?
I jaded us even more
With the shit that already built up
Never letting shit go
Oh memories
Now history
Now you're gone
Like a drop of rain from the sky that can never return
Now to search
Inside me
And try to erase
Memories
Now our history
I swear it was never my intentions for this love to be
Just memories
Now history
I wanted to be more
A companion BFF love undeniable like no other
But here we are
Apart
With memories
Of what was you and me
Now
History!

Hurts too bad

You
You're words seeped into my veins
Like a sweet venom
Killing everything
Every feeling
Numb
You
You made everything hurt so bad
How
Oh when it was so good
Now I sit here
Feeling like a total fool
You
Was it even all real?
Was it worth how I feel now
At the complete end
We both took the first chance out
Ran
You
Now I sit here
Numb
Thinking
Feeling
You
Hurts so bad
Never
Again
Good bye

I see you there

I see you there
With tears hidden beneath that smile
Those deep scars embedded In your soul
And even when you try to distance yourself from it all I can still see it a sad child
I wish I could kiss away your worries
Kiss away those thoughts of fear
I want to embrace u with my arms and hold u close to my heart
I see you just there
Waiting for a love to come and rescue your lonely heart
See you there hoping for a fresh start
I see you there
All that is you with that wonderful cute laugh and warm eyes
I see you there
I promise
My love feelings and devotion to you to us I will never hide

family time

i find it essential to take atleast a day to spend not doing chores not being glued to the computer or the tv ignoring the cell phone and electronics and just focusing on the kids good clean fun so we went out to eat and catched the latest avengers movie we had a blast even tho it was a very long movie my kids sat quietly and enjoyed it to the fullest i was shocked. i love movie dates i love any time just spending with them and just being a big kid we took tons of funny pics we even did (me and lily) the photobooth which was our first time ever! she makes me smile with her lil ways that is so like me hopefully come mothers day i get to spend some more family time got a few crafts i want to do especially with this rain it will give me great opportunity to just sit them down and have some fun and laugh at the end of the day that is all that matters to me....

gratefull...

ten years on 3.09.02
we said i do
even tho i have zero wedding pictures
i have it all in my memory and heart

who would have thought that we would make it to this mark
another step and brick in the foundation of our love

i really had no idea

but true love doesnt just fade into the background
it sustains itself
supporting eachother is key
communication
and loads of laughter
without laughter and happiness we would have failed

but the key to our success story is that we are best friends
we keep it spicy if u know what i mean

he is the one i talk to when i feel down
he is the one that makes me laugh the most
and even tho at times i want to rip his head off
and feed his body parts to strays LOL
i love and adore him

i cherish his strength
his witty character
his sense of humor which always has me in tears from laughing so hard
his spunk
and his endurance and will to make things work

<3

this is love
our love
and im forever grateful

love by keyshia cole

I used to think that I wasn't fine enough
And I used to think that I wasn't wild enough
But I won't waste my time tryin' to figure, out
why you playing games, whats this all about
And I can't believe,
Your hurting me
I met your girl, what a difference
What you see in her
You aint see in me
But I guess it was all just make-believe

[Chorus]

Oh, Love
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

[Verse 2]

Now you're gone, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me baby
why you go so far away
Why you go...

[Chorus]

Love......
never knew what I was missing
but I knew once we started kissin'
I found......
Love
never knew what I was missin'
but I knew once we start kissin'
I found.....

I found you
yeaaahhhh
oooooo

Now you're gone, what am I gonna do
I'm so oo empty
my heart, my soul can't go on
Go on baby without you....
Rainy days fade away
when you come around
say your here to stay
With me boy
I don't want you to leave me
I need you......