why

im kinda typsi so i need to rant..... why when u like someone they seem so standoffish.....
and then the ones ur with treat u like crap and all u want is just mad attention
i for one love attention but if i had the rite one id treat em like a queen of my castle
the little things count to me so much more than extravagant gifts
im sipping on this cherry vodka and coke with 7 zanies in my system so i know imma read this tomorrow and be like um yea u wrote this on an emotionaly time so i found a few poem books of mine and im excited!@ I so need to get back into the writting game just need tons of inspiration...

so heres a poem for some thoughts and isnpiration *sips on cherry vodka and coke* hope ya enjoy its from like 1999

crying insider.
im shouting
but no one can hear me
im crying
but no one can c me
this is all
happening inside of me
these true feelings
are so hard to hide
but each day
i get better and stronger
this pain cannot beat e
not forever
as i continue
to cry
deep inside
i continue to shout
not no one has heard my cries.....
written by lela