Felt play mat part 1

So I went to michaels and got my scraps of felt
Also the large yard of felt in the bag for 3.99
Which is a perfect great size no cutting needing which really helped a lot !
So I'm almost done with it and will post up part 2 the finish product
Basically the best advice in making a car play mat town
Is to use your creativity
Add little things you know they will like
Or things that you know I'll interest them
I'm going to be doing more
Because its an inexpensive good gift
Especially now with the holidays
And hey it's hand made
So u know the kids are going to love it even more because it's one of a kind !

So excited already !

So I started my daughters surprise
It's going to be a pretend kitchen from me to her
I started on creating the foods
Until I can get my hands on a night stand
Dresser ah let's hope I can find one free
Or extremely cheap
So I can design it how I want
Etc etc
Here's a sample of the felt food I've made for her
As of yet
This is simply part one
Will make her more foods each day
And will post up the results
Basically if your interested
On how to make felt food
Just look at real food
Let it lead u the way that's how I did it
No tutorial on how to make half the stuff I'm making
But I will try to do a vid when I get comfy and used to making them
Muahz

my sons halloween cake

three layer triple chocolate cake
with chocolate frosting in between the layers
i used black icing star tip to make the spikes
and used pretzel sticks for legs
he choose the green gum drops for the eyes
it was a big hit ! try it on your next halloween party very simple trust

this was the mad scientist lab
i covered the containers with tissue paper so the kids can stick their hands in
and feel away on the eyes (peeled grapes)
and the guts (macaroni boiled)

then after each guess they each got a spooky shot
which contained jello any flavor of ya choice
and a gummy worm
kids loved this also !


these were my two best things ive made and got super creative with
i will be posting more desserts and foods as the holidays approach
hopefully u guys can find inspiratiion in my two little ideas
and tell me if u would do it for yours

xoxo

update

so alot has gone on since i last posted
i been bit with a very big creative bug !
i simply cannot resist all these wonderful blogs i am coming across of
im intoxicated

okay so whats new
the fact that i got diagnosed with epilepsy
have to get another MRI of my spine
to then see if i need to undergo surgery
scared
heck yeah i am
i sometimes wonder why me
but then i look around and see my three beautiful kids and i just know
that im meant to be their mom
and thats the most important thing in the world

me and him
hit alot of bumps
lets see where this new road takes us

i will try to post more poetry

and also little stuff ive been creating etc

hope ya like it ! and enjoy the new blog

paper doll

right click and save
my daughter loves dolls
especially able to switch their clothes
my printer ran out of ink too
but im def saving it and will be printing it out on hard stock paper for her

when things get rough...

so i know i sometimes lash out emotionally and like clam up and shut everything off inside and out
i dont do it on purpose
its just how ive always dealt with problems and just cry silently in the shower
i sometimes dont like to speak to others cuz then they will try to force their thoughts on me
when people come to with problems or issues i just listen
and try to make em see both sides of the street and let them decide instead of forcing
my own opinion on them
i guess everyone is different u can say

preparing for ethan's birthday he going to be the big 6! he started kindergarten and the first day he cried but then after that he has been good and excited and oh so eager to go.

im proud of my kids that are the reason why i am still alive honestly.

life has its many shares of bumps in the road
its how we pass threw em that matter


Do you wanna dance

i sure can use some dancing i went out with dan and panda to shampoo and boy we had to much fun dancing drinking and the gay guys were so much fun ah i must do it again word

thats all for now
hopefully ill post more soon
xoxo

thinking....

i sometimes wonder why the bad things always have to happen to me
like why us
does it even matter anymore
to continue
to even bother to try to be happy
when no matter where i turn there's a brick wall in my wall
im smashing into it
im clawing trying to reach over it
yet to no avail i cant seem to conquer this wall
sitting here with so many thoughts running threw my head
i wonder if maybe if i wouldve done things differently
taken that path on the right instead of the left
but then would i have later regret it
everything in life is a choice
then later u think and regret
wonder what if
does everyone feel this way?
i can only wonder
this sucks