Something sent i wanna cherish

Without darkness you will see no light without rain you will see no sun without pain you will feel no pleasure don't let this cold world make you believe you can't stand on your own don't let this cold world knock you down remember you are a child of god and no matter what and where this world takes you that you can conquer anything hold your head high and keep that beautiful smile on your face and everything will fall into place

Changes and update

So everything has been pretty smooth. But they cut hubby's hours so we have to make some sacrifices aka our wonderful new cell phones! I mean its for the best plus with the kids starting school in sept we really can use that extra 200 that we waste on damn phones on them. Being a parent always means sacrificing but I'm not down but I'm proud cuz I know I got my priority in the right orders unlike others!! So on the 25th me and make ten years whoa I know and things couldn't be any stronger for me and him def really amazing. He is going to have his mom come down this weekend so we can have some alone time and go out. Yay!!

Bad news is my cyst came back in my head :( I'm like devastated cuz I don't want my beautiful hair to be shaved off and ugh imma have to rock the Cassie look and I don't want anyone to think I'm doing it by choice. The doc didn't call me so I'm guessing it was non cancerous which means it's operable and the meds I'm on can be on it's way to working. I read online that u can continue to get them and I remember having one when I was little but my mom doesn't know much details. Ain't that wonderful of her? Can u hear the sarcasm in that um yeah def !! Smfh I guess my mom just isnt those moms that really pay attention.

Got to spend some time with my bro tone and it was nice we talked but it was short lived cuz he went back to being miserable when I was trying to push him to be better. I guess some people just don't wanna move forward he is just going to keep getting shoved down. I feel so bad for him but eh can't do nothing about it now.

My netbook is also on the brink of messing up on me it's hard for it to charge I hope very soon I can come into some money and buy a Mac book so bad like seriously!! Oh and an iPad cuz I love my iPod so much it's ridiculous tee hee

Well that's all that's new hopefully with this new app I can write more poems on here

Xxoo

under pressure

when the mountain seems so high
that im climbing
trying to reach that peak
but i just continue to slip further down
instead of up
wish there was an elevator
it would be much easier
but life is never easy
obstacles always in the way
must take steps forward
not give up
not look down
cuz if i look down ill get scared
and never make it to the top
must continue
under so much pressure
as the air gets thinner as the peak gets closer
i slip
down i go again
but i cant give up
i continue forward
praying to god to give me the will to carry on
here i go again
under pressure
to reach that unattainable peak
this mountain of my life
stones crumbling beneath my feet
oh lord help me reach the top
under pressure