the clouds have cleared....

theres no window u can peak threw to see all that ive gone threw
because ive blocked the windows with cement
now theres nothing left to do but close the chapters of my past
place em on a book shelf and move it right along
some people need to do the same exact thing
why because holding on to the past just makes u bitter
weak
cold hearted
etc....
and now that the clouds have cleared
and my mind is straight
i feel like i got the upper hand to be a better person than i ever was
better than what i was raised as
better then the pain that devoured my soul for years
from all the mental physical emotional and verbal abuse
so now that the clouds are clear i see the sun shinning
with a beautiful rainbow
i sit and smile pretty
because i know
nothing can ever bring me down