low blow to my selfesteem

so right i was trying out this modeling thing for a specific in which i hope they crash and burn and dont get no types of income!!! their lost!!!

i know im a lil on the thick side and have a HUGE ass but damn that just made my self esteem go do low..

then i hit up my mother and i was like yo mom they aint hire me she was like "ur fat wtf u expect"? like r u serious ur supposed to be mom and not put me down further when what i am but then again my parents have always treated me like i was never good enuff. like i wasnt up to standards but then again i have a cousin in PR that looks exactly like me and she models so whats the difference between me and her????

well guess what fuck u site to the site that aint hire me cuz imma build my own damn site and imma have curvy sexy girls on it and i hope that u go to hell and i hope that i make way more money then ur dumbasses


phew i just vented oh dee....

gotta get this off my chest because i broke down and cried for 30 minutes....

xoxoxoxox

dementedlee