flash!

so i been feeling like shit since i got out the hospital
i had a seizure shit was bad i was there almost three days
felt like a lab rat with all the wires and machines on me
now i owe 2 g's in ambulance charges
smfh

so he had the kids sent to his moms so i can rest
no rest here insomnia sucks
and the pain ive been feeling is unbearable
i feel like shit
caught myself crying a few times
i miss them
i miss being healthy
didnt do anything for new years just watched tv and saw him get wasted
trying to quit smoking
so far no luck
being broke sucks
having no car sucks
life is just sucky
flash
maybe in the spring it will all get better