how to escape

jaded love
how could u hurt me so
i feel no escape
trapped
entangled in its web like a predator waiting for its last chance
how to escape these webs of abuse
battling the fight i know i cannot win
trying
constantly trying
but despite it all i fail
this fruit is now poison
nothing left in me but damage hurt and despair
i loved u yet ur love caused me tremendous scars
wounds forever embedded in my soul
forever remaining a constant reminder of a love i wanted to be real
how can i escape this grip of lies and hurt
how can i escape when everytong i turn to turns their back on me
all i wanted was that wonder fairytale
yet theres no happy ending
just endless tears that consume me daily
how can the one i love abuse me so
with his hand and his words forever damaging
i wonder how will i repair this
who will love me now when i feel like damaged good
who will love me now
that despite it all apart of me cant let go of the hurt
the abuse
i wish it wasnt this way
i wish i can just go to sleep and wake upto that fairytale i just once had
how could theone i love hurt me the most
how could the one i love
just destroy me inside and out
time to move on
let go of the damage
of the poisonthat has consumed every being of me
how could the one i love hurt me so bad
how could he my knight is no longer a knight but simple a wolf in sheeps clothing
how could he
how could he