And I wonder

I wonder
Will this circle that we are in break
Will we ever be free of this thing that torments us from being one
Will your smile disappear
Will your eyes lose its shine
I wonder
Will your heart beat my name
When u find out who I really am
What I've done in the past and still in the present
Will you forgive me or simply move forward
Disregarding that I love you so
Will u ever be able to not look back
Look for me
Want me
I wonder
Will it hurt u when u hear our songs
Smell my scent on others
Will it not hurt u if u come across our photographs
I wonder
Will it be too late for an apology
For me to make it up to u
To love u simply as me and not as how u think I am
I wonder
Do u ever want this us forever
And I wonder
When u look at the sky
Will u see it the same once I'm gone
I wonder
I will sit and wonder