Is it me ?

Do I have a sign that says trample over me
Use me
Treat me like garbage
Can I ever have just a slight piece of happiness
Of true friendship
Of true family ?
So many questions
Yet I close my eyes and pray and feel no answers

Enduring so much that's within me yet no voice
Cannot utter nothing
Because even if I did no one would care

Is it me ?

I gave up on therapy it worked for awhile but at the end of the day I still felt empty

The only thing that makes me happy is getting Prettyeyez
Doing my hair
My nails
And making every moment of my kids lives special

I guess I'll stay jaded forever
But that's just me
Yup that's just me ....