where should i go from here?

so im like royally depressed.
cant believe just one smart remark from me turned into world war three.
i feared the worse of this outcome.
yet because i stood quiet and didnt express myself nor did i spazz i just sat back and watched HIM spazz.
now im the bad guy?
i just dont get it.
this is the second time this week someone has spazzed at me for no reason.
and i aint the type to sit there and argue i just let you speak what u have to speak and keep it moving because im not going to get myself worked up over nothing.
ive learned to control myself beyond anything.
ive learned that arguing just makes u look like a fool so in the end why argue? to get your point across but no one will respect it?
see how it makes no sense to bother with words anymore to humans. i think my dog understands be better lmao.
then they let a few hrs past and realize how fucked up THEY were and come and apologize. im tired of hearing im sorry
i just want PROOF thats all...
im not asking for castles or stars... i jut want solid proof this shit isnt going to continue and there will be progress at the end of the day....
thats it for now...
bye