out of the funk

So I started seeing a new psychiatrist and yeah I'm not too thrilled with the results on how they handling my medication when I've been on em for five years. Hopefully she will listen to me and see that I'm not lying and that yes I do need em! Still have yet to have a session with Watson my therapist ugh waiting for him to schedule and appointment I just hope he is free soon if not I guess this will be my outlet lol. I mean that was the purpose of it anyways to begin with. I slept for two days and cried alot. Feeling overwhelmed and like my life has taken a turn to a place I never expected to. My new friend Dan she cheers me up and basically out of no where I snapped out of the depression I was in. Branden started 2nd grade today and I cried seeing how quiet and reserved he is. I hope he does well and I can't wait till he comes home and tells me how it went. Ethan will be starting on Tuesday so I get a few more days at home with my chubby lovable emo boy. I just hope he doesn't get too clingy and cry because then I will cry even more! I wonder of other mothers feel this way? Makes me wonder Me and Steven have been good thank god. He makes me laugh so much I simply adore it. Me and Steph had a nice day out yesterday and I so needed it because he has been working so much that my whole days have been nothing but full blown mommy mode. Well that's it for today hopefully a good poem will arise from me if not stay tuned xo