when things get rough...

so i know i sometimes lash out emotionally and like clam up and shut everything off inside and out
i dont do it on purpose
its just how ive always dealt with problems and just cry silently in the shower
i sometimes dont like to speak to others cuz then they will try to force their thoughts on me
when people come to with problems or issues i just listen
and try to make em see both sides of the street and let them decide instead of forcing
my own opinion on them
i guess everyone is different u can say

preparing for ethan's birthday he going to be the big 6! he started kindergarten and the first day he cried but then after that he has been good and excited and oh so eager to go.

im proud of my kids that are the reason why i am still alive honestly.

life has its many shares of bumps in the road
its how we pass threw em that matter


Do you wanna dance

i sure can use some dancing i went out with dan and panda to shampoo and boy we had to much fun dancing drinking and the gay guys were so much fun ah i must do it again word

thats all for now
hopefully ill post more soon
xoxo