quicksand

i feel like im stuck
in a never ending battle with myself
holding on to things and feelings that are bad for me
i see myself starring at a mirror yet all i see is sadness
this pool of dispear has swallowed me whole
these tears keep coming
all the tissues clutter on the floor
empty and dried with reminders of my pain
how could i continue to suffer and drown on my own
i scream yet no one hears me
cry yet no one wipes the tears away
in agony yet no one heals this pain within
the past has engulfed me in sweet misery
yet i remain loyal to the past
hoping that one day it will come back to reality
hoping and hoping
yet nothing comes back
everything moves on as i stand in quicksand
trying to reach out to a branch or two
yet nothing rescues me from where i stand
quicksand.... im slowly spiraling down
what can i do to keep moving forward
what can i say to heal this pain that has torn my heart in pieces
nothing.....
quick sand has engulfed me mind heart body and soul