update!

so for the past week ive been overwhelmed with so many emotions and things going on in my life i thought my blog omg i completely neglected it! first off imma say i apologize. imma be writting a whole lot more. i will be taking some photography that i will also be posting up....i so need a nikon exclusive photography camera *sigh* i did some modeling but im still waiting for the pictures from the photographers ugh so yeah im on a mission to lose 20 lbs. i got diagnosed with fibromyalgia if u dont know wat it is look it up!!! its very common i have a few friends that have it already. if u like what u reading on here please follow me on twitter.com/dementedlee. so yeah my kids are so growing up so fast. so now i have more time to sit and write!!! im excited to see what my brain will come up with next. i have alot of swagger jockers lmaoo @ them sorry booboo u cant be like me!! who wants to write about stuff u can read in a magazine seriously get real! just had to put that out there *clears throat* oh my bipolarness has been under control!! woohooo...been partying like crazy with my bestie i love her like a sister. also i refuse to patch things up with my family aka parents they have betrayed me in the worst way possible and kept it from me they are so beyond grimey ugh i cant stand em. oh wells fuck em!!! what doesnt kill u makes u stronger. okay so stay tuned to tons of more poems photography etc!! i also have tumblr acct u can hit up my twitter and ask for it okay thats all for now bye bye