far from perfect...

i dont sit here and say im perfect im flawed like every human being
but i know in gods will i will be blessed again
i used to sing in church and loved every minute of it
i sometimes wish i can turn back the hands of time
but like i heard today someone preaching look and the mirror and say forget the past
god is with me
i dwell too much on my misfortunes
and on the hurt and the pain caused by family, friends and passed loves
i no longer want to live that way
so in my imperfect self i will find solice