update!

so i created a store of my sexy pics hopefully i can create revenue off it and be able to maintain a living off my pictures ....

right now i cant sleep my brain is on over drive.!

so im seeing a new psych and therapist and they really digging in my head but i hope they help me with my jaded past that still haunts and torments me everyday of my life.

this past week ive been feeling great! ive been in a great mood and i hope no one comes along to fuck it up.

so i been chatting with a puzzle piece thats a code name and im hoping the puzzle piece while grant me the wish of having a BB and i cant wait to meet this puzzle piece.

i got back in contact with an old friend and i realized how much i missed her and we are going to keep in touch and hopefully when i go to nyc i can visit her see her and chill with her .....

sometimes i miss nyc i know everyone is out there and im all alone over here i have a handfull of "friends" but still nothing is like having ur childhood friends around the ones that really know you deeply inside and out.

my kids have been super loveable to me and i love being able to bond with them more now since ive been in a great mood. yesterday my oldest kept hugging me and told me he loved me and that made me feel even more wonderful inside.

sometimes i feel unpretty....like not good enough .... i guess cuz i grew up always thinking i was the ugly duckling ya know. but lately i been getting so much attn and compliments that its making me smile a whole lot more.

well thats all thats on my mind right now hope u enjoy the latest poems....