where did my knight go?

i was recued from a knight
from a castle of dismay and misfortune
hurt and abuse
where did he go
he seemed to have abandoned me when im the most frail
i want him to come back in that white shiny horse
with flower streaming from its tail
where did my knight go
catered to no longer exists
i felt my heart shattered
splinters pierce my soul
no longer whole
complete in utterly broken
forever
love no more
hurt more than ever
where is my knight
i look for him a midst the woods
yet i cry for him
yell for him
tears no longer wiped away
tears clung to my face embedded in my skin
like scars permanently
where is my knight
he was so perfect in the sunlight
perfect like the stars in the sky
where is my knight
he is gone
forever
my heart broken